Monthly Archives: May 2015
Ear Buds
as a stranger passes by, their ear
buds crammed in their ears, I
always try to hear the music
they’re listening to, as if that
were truly important, but I’m
curious to see if we might be
in the same mood, or like any
of the same music, of course
I usually find that not only
did I get too close to them, but
their taste in music is terrible
that is to say nothing like mine
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Distill
boil it down to what it really is
come to terms with what you feel
distill those tears to love or hate
distill that anger and find where it’s aimed
distill the darkness to find the light
distill that fear to its source
distill that knot in your stomach
it’s telling you more than you know
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Fear of Death
of death, what is there to fear
is it all that remains unknown
is it in the pain and suffering
is it its cold, calculating nature
for me it is in leaving work
unfinished, words unwritten,
words unspoken, promises
un-kept, goals un-reached
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All We Need
you are the warmth on my face,
the breeze brushing my skin,
the cooling storm on a hot day,
the shade in the patch of woods,
the rain dripping from leaves,
you are all that brings life,
and you are all we need
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This Mood
This mood –
whether pensive
or melancholic
has overcome me
so completely
I must either
make my peace
or soon take my rest
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The Pit
happiness –
I don’t even know what
that means anymore
contentment –
to me that sounds
like some made-up word
direction –
I have enough of that
as I go the way I want
purpose –
my life can mean what you
decide it means after I’m gone
.
we find it necessary to
assign values and meaning
to everything
the pit in the center
of my stomach
tells me there’s no
reason to impute
meaning or reason
it’s only life
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Hate
I hate that you own that part of me
I hate that I can’t break free of you
I hate your eyes – they entrap me
I hate your smile – it melts me
I hate your voice – it soothes me
I hate your presence – it haunts me
I’d hate you if I didn’t love you
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Coming Up Short
I can think of no worse fate in life
than coming this close
just this damned close
to what you want, what you desire
.
these self-help schmucks tell
us to be the best us we can be
and, of course, that’s bullshit
.
don’t listen to those hucksters
they only want a buck and
they only succeed if you’re an idiot
.
it’s about working your ass off
fighting for every single inch
and coming up a quarter-inch
short
.
and why accept that? why ever
think that that’s okay? it’s not
and we all know it. it’s just not.
.
coming up short is its own tragedy
but giving up or giving in or accepting –
that’s a fate worse than death
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Be
rinse the world from your shoulders
loosen the weight from your neck
bring yourself up from sinking
.
be who you are meant to be
or just be – just simply be
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Yours
don’t pass that mirror
stop and look
the vision you see
that is yours
it is all you have
it is all you were given
it is yours
do with it as you wish
but it is all you have
you will only have one
go to make use of it
and with it you can succeed
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